Alanis Morisette
I know you got my letter
from years ago
the one about all my problems
and the crush i had on you
about my dresser and my mispelled name
and what slide meant to me and why
I should be accountable
but im not sure what im supposed to do
ive heard you
and understand your sick of your voice and why
ive even tried joining your fan club
but i think that fell through
I told u about my friend sherri shepherd and her family
and how they blindly ylead eachother
but im not allowed to be her friend
Im not sure what id do if i was in your shoes
recieving a letter from a child fan
telling a stranger their suicidal tendencies
and molestations and abuse at home
and their witchcraft circle and strange experiences that involved
making love to a famous artist before their career had changed
Alanis
its like unexplainable to me
what you are
a reminder of a mother figure i never knew
a saving grace when the angels seemed soo far away
and i understand all of ur lyrics from im not ur mother
i diont carry you in my womb for nine months
to not the doctor
and now i wonder if im like an adopted 27 year old
life lesson
object to crave
side project
toy
you never wanted but got handed
and passed with flying colors
even though a few of your lyrics are two edged swords
im not sure what i wrote and sent off to you
but by the time you read it and wrote that song a lot had changed
i spoke of love like yours
and the help i needed and how i was fascinated with you
things i needed help with no one else could
i dont remember what i wrote
i think i wrote marilyn manson one too
Thank you
we bruised eachother
and i know you did a lot more for me
an object to crave?
its there u know...and it might not be me
but if u want one and u cant find one
i can help u look, or show u places to start
life is strange
i cant fathom the loops we sent eachother through
and who knows what anymore
but thank you soo much
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