Agony
Lately it is only agony
Desperation
Nothing is the same anymore
Inside of me
And different is not better
and the weirdest of it all
is that everyday is the same thing
but I don't recognize anything
it's like I can never see
See, Listen, Feel.
Never
its like a barrier
between me and the world
an transparent barrier
because I see
but I don't feel
anything
thats what seems to be inside of me
The heart is beating
I'm here
But I don't feel
Missing
that I do understand
not only the people, but the smells
The smells, colors,tastes.
Where are they? Why can't I see?
See, Listen,Feel
Pain
Even it I miss
because lately
not even it I feel
at least the pain
Reminds me that I am alive.
when I can't feel anything else
Where's the pain God?
even for her I beg
anything
That I could feel again
I can't stand in desperation
I only have lost memories
memories of the things I have seen
Seen, Heard, Felt.
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