Love Poem: A Sadness In My Soul
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Written by: Penni Will

A Sadness In My Soul

There's a sadness in my soul
A feeling I can't control
There's a hurt in my heart
And I don't know where to start 
The thoughts in my head 
Have become my daily dread
For now I know it's true 
I cannot be with you 

All the pain that I have caused 
Our lives being paused
The things that have been said 
Keep me up all night in bed 
I hoped we'd have forever 
And I can't believe it's never 
For the love I have for you 
Is the deepest and most true 

You gave me more than I can say  
I'm so sorry its gone this way 
No one could ever know 
The depth of our twin souls
The connection that we have
Leaves me longing for what I crave
The way you made me feel
It felt so ing real

For the first time in my life
My heart is broken and full of strife
I don't know how I'll get through
Every day without you
The love and joy we shared 
Can never be compared 
I can't believe we're over 
You were always my dream lover 

I will always think of you 
In my dreams and daylight too 
You're the one who gave me reason 
And now all I feel is beaten 
I will remember every time
Your voice, your eyes, your smile 
You're the one who taught me so much 
Our time together was such a rush 

I hope you are OK
And that you remember every day 
Our love became my home 
And you will never be alone 
For I will hold you in my heart 
So we will never be apart
You are mine and I am yours 
But this life must take its course 

And even if it takes forever 
There could never be another 
For this love is deep and true
My heart will always beat for you 
Our twin souls know the plan 
We may never understand 
Two souls that Are each other 
Are destined to love no other