Toss then turn I put my ear to my pillow attentive to me like a sea serenade my conch to the ocean I hear my heart beat but never the same I think I know who is causing it to beat this way But not quite sure why it might be If I began to describe it following my most intense obsession mercilessly with phantoms of words I would arrive with shiver of surprise a revealing truth for you to hear You see, all the time I pretended to love you I didn't realize I was already in love with you all the while... ~ ~