Tears seem to flow at any moment day or night.Never can tell when or why.Never understanding the pain that has been inflicted deep within my heart. I feel that i am drowning in my sorrow.Yearning to be set free. Wanting and needing to be loved. No one seems to understand the sadness i feel. My mind wonders off to a earlier part of my life. Asking myself how and why.Never receiving a justified answer. Longing for closure.Longing for the emotions to just go away. Being a prisoner in my body heart and soul. Desperately seeking for freedom from within. I pray i will be set free.Free to enjoy life as it has meant to be.