A Cheating Farther
My farther could not fulfill a father’s duty
My farther could only fulfill his own pleasures
.Women
.Sex
.Alcohol
He couldn't love us the way he loved them
Coming home early hours in the morning
Mother goes silent whenever he was around
Wiping away her tears with her soft hands If he ever spoke
Pretending she has something in her eye
My farther only loved us
Well pretended to love us
Only when he had alcohol
All the other times
It was those cheap women
Punching
Kicking
Abusing our poor mother
In front of our innocent eyes
He always used to say I'm going to change
The only change he did was sleeping a different women
He just couldnt live without
It never accure to him he had a wife and children
A tender age of 6 all this was going on
I was shocked
Ashamyed
Embrassed
It was like someone cast an evil eye on our family
I could'nt talk to anyone
At home
At school
Or even a family member
I use to always wrote strorys of a farther and son having such a great bond
I always wished those story's were true.
It was like more my dad went with other women
The more abuse she received
The more my mother wanted to please him
My mother was a woman from India
A women from the Asian community
If anyone found out about farther it would be bestay(shameful)
My mother never had a voice to say I’m leaving
The voice she had was silent
21 years they've been married
Years of betrayal made by my farther
Days and nights of abuse
The family gathering lying on how much work he does
Moaning how his wife is so lazy
Moaning on how much we annoy him
Going on and on how great he is.
He couldent bar ethe thought of us leaving
His family name would be known for scum
But was was the use leaving him
He was jst going to pick up move away and cheat on another woman
This is the way I lived with a cheating farther....
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Jay Singh Thapar
Jay Thapar
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