A Better Tomorrow
Since we were young
hes always been the one
the families all seen it
hes ur favorite son
he can go to rehab
and get in trouble to
he can do what he wants
but thats okay with you
im sorry im not his daughter
im sorry you hate me so much
im sorry im not perfect
i rather not keep in touch
although u may deny it
deep down you know its true
everyone else sees it
why can't you see it to
i didn't mean to take advantage
im depressed all the time
although you may not see it
faking a smile is my crime
of all the *****i've been thru
and all the *****you have done
i thought that you would be there
but no your there for your son
if i could have a wish
him i would come from
cause maybe then you would love me
and i wouldn't feel so dumb
you may read this note
and you probably will get mad
but now you know my pain
and you would know my heart is sad
all i wanted was for your love
and your blessing to
but theres not enough room for me
cause hes your favorite son its true
so im erasing you from my life
im going to try to move on
cause this pain i feel is real
and i just want it gone
so farewell to you mother
i hope you have a great life
i hope your man is the one
maybe you'll be his wife
but your just a distant memory
a shadow from the past
was it all worth it
the hatred spell you cast
although i shed my tears
i wipe them away with sorrow
maybe i'll be someones favorite
i hope for a better tomorrow
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