Love Poem: Seek the Weakness (Part 1)

Seek the Weakness (Part 1)

I have come to the conclusion that I am weak
For this weakness an antidote I desperately seek
Find me a cure
Make me 100% pure
But where do I look 
Notice how much time it took 
Christ it's frustrating
Double aggravating
Triple devestating
Done anticipating
Time has come to confront this plague
I don't know what it is and the feeling is vague 
Jeez its like workin on my first geometry lesson
To get an answer I must first start with a question
Why am I depressed?
Why am I stressed?
Why do I try my best, to be best dressed?
Why do I frown a lot?
Why are my braids tighter than knots?
Who am I trying to impress?
Like there's an "S" on my chest?
I'm obviously sick
My worries are thick
My patience is getting thinner
I am a sinner
Ahhhhh!! baby this is crazy
No time to be lazy
My eyes on the prize even though the vision is hazy
As I start to reminisce
About my first kiss
There was no better discovery than this
There it was right in front of me
How could I not see
In and out of love how could this be?
My inner weakness revealed itself, came out of it's shell
My weakness came in the form of a Female...