Love Poem: Petaluma Joke Extended Part 2 Depends On Your Own Individual Point of View

Petaluma Joke Extended Part 2 Depends On Your Own Individual Point of View

So going back to the beginning
in reference to whence i started

If you are asking me which 1
i think you think i am

On the evidence i have just
provided i choose rather to
judge you on actions not
your words

Because sadly to me sorry is
nothing more than a word i 
have heard and begun to
confuse as a greeting said
each and every morning

As so if to excuse or pretend
the past evening's chain of events
had somehow presumably not
actually occurred

Whereas i am still left here merely
plucking flowers whilst out on a
walk to get and take in some fresh
air

Looking and searching for answers
by means of picking petals off of
flowers

Asking do they they love 

Do they dont

And what is the actual point 
because

In the end i cant make you

And dont want to if you won't

As that is entirely up to you
not up to me

What is done and what will be
is clear as day for all and sundry 
to see

The dye is cast the stone is set
debt and tax paid in full 

Dust has settled smoke has 
cleared everything and all
now is at it should be and is
palpably transparent

Though you're words quite
openly state you love me

You're actions and the last
petal i am left holding in this
game of flowers

Sadly both informs me and
lets me know in no uncertain
terms

I am not and what i choose
to think or believe in

Otherwise

Is totally and utterly irrelevant 

As you dont simply seem to
apparently appear to give a 
damn enough

About what i care about

Nevermind what i actually
care about

Is to my deferment

YOU