Love Poem: I Wonder, I Ponder
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Written by: Jessica Goldstone

I Wonder, I Ponder

How do I condition my cells
To take a form that might demand your interest,
That might command your attention?
I wonder.
I ponder.

How do I form my fiber
To take the flight of air,
The fluidity of water,
To move beyond the limits of land and language?
I wonder.
I ponder.

How do I manipulate my marrow
To take the firmness of earth,
The fierceness of fire,
To move beyond the suppression of space and silence?
I wonder.
I ponder.

How do I transform my tissue
To make a form to dangle between dreams,
To string together seams.
To move continuously through continents and communication?
I wonder.
I ponder.
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How do I contain myself,
When I’ve already dispersed it so freely?

I am stretched thin,
I lack the elasticity to return my former state.

I am weightless,
because I’ve placed myself in You