I Miss You So.
The fill of a cool morning breeze the smell of a cup of coffee in the early morning
hours finds me missing you,
this was when I had you to myself to talk to, to listen to, these were my
rejuvenated moments life's pick me up,
Now thirty-seven and five years later I still wake in the early morning hours to find
my time alone with this to do,
in good times or bad I long to hear your voice to laugh with to listen to as
you always knew.... maybe it was the way I held my cup.
As I sit looking into the morning I wonder what would you be saying to me you
were always proud of me but silence was your queue,
you always found the words that lift me to a new, the words that put a smile on
my face the words that eased my pain,
I have truly come a long away with life with my wife, with my kids with letting my
fillings show a little more... polished like you.
but I still have hard times bad fillings and no one to make them go away I sit and
think of words you would say thinking racking my brain.
to not hear you tairs me apart,
you were always there for me and that's why I miss you so,
but to remember the words you would tell me, the times you held me, your smile,
your face, your life, your heart,
I know your in a better place and your happy, I know it was your time to go,
but being a mamas boy after all these years I wish you were here,
to see my kids grow my heart unfold my smile light the room like yours did,
so this morning I raised my cup to you with love and cheer.
like every morning mom I love you......in my heart always, love your kid.
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