Contemplative
I try to make sense of it all
But can not clearly see
The problems that I have to solve
Is are you here for me
I’ve thought about it day and night
But still don’t know what’s what
Don’t want to do her wrong but is it right
For me to just stay stuck
But I can stay with regrets
Wondering what I’ve missed
Or I can move on to the next
And constantly reminisce
Either way it goes I’m hurt
So I have no solution
Nothing ever seems to work
A story with no conclusion
Should I stay or should I go
My heart says yes my mind says no
A contemplative decision I have to make
But I don’t know what road to take
Trying to trust my judgment
But what I want is just not certain
And I try to add it up
Yet still I’m left here hurtin
Sooner or later I have to make a choice
And hope it’s for the better
For the better of both of us
Cause only love last forever
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