Love Poem: Afterthought

Afterthought

What if I made...?
And maybe he didn't!
I just don't know how those feelings would fade.
What if he did...?
And maybe I wouldn't!
I can't figure out how this fits into grid.
Sadly, I thought...and I think what I'd thought.
But it was!
And I saw!
And he's gone!
And that's all!