Love Poem: Affliction of the Blinded Love One

Affliction of the Blinded Love One

As I hurt and as I cry
I think of the signs that I let flow by 
In my lonely lonesome
I feel the pain of a shot down heart
How foolish of me 
Thinking you thought the same in the start
Well spent fortunes from the poor
Affliction of the blinded love one 
Leaving my heart feeling sore
Love and affection lead me in the wrong direction
Now that it is over
I feel the symptoms of depression
Putting on the mask 
Trying to live up to everyday tasks
I'm running on edge because you are not here
Addiction is hard ignore
I'm use to your high
Affliction of the blind love one
Sicken of the thought 
Maybe my love for him was over sought
It doesn't matter his love has been found
While I sit and hold this dagger
Thoughts of suicide lead my mine
And only to end it here without his confession
Obsessions of love ends in a deadly session
Affliction of the Blinded Love one