Addicted
My lips tremble thinking about what you said last night.
I close my eyes and dreamed of a place you couldn't make me cry.
But your always in my dreams, Bitting, fighting to be seen.
I don't want to see you, but you make it some how and torture me my soul cries at
night to survive.
I didn't want this to be how it is. You made me laugh occassionally so that's what
love is?
I cuddled, you screamed some how love is far away from what you said it was.
I soaked in the bathtub for hours and still I can smell you on me.
Don't you know how that feels crying I walked out on the porch.
You made me feel so helpless and down and now that your gone I crave for your blood.
I want you I need you, no one else beats me like you.
But then again I guess i'm just addicted to lies and abuse you wanted me to like it
didn't you?
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