Love Poem: Absolute, Eternal Loneliness
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Written by: Oed Loves Me Not

Absolute, Eternal Loneliness

This is just a clumsy free verse, or rather, a pseudo-poem. Laugh at me if you like. I am what I am, whether you like me or not. 

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Yes, I remember it quite distinctly. 
It was 15 years ago that I realized how lonely I was. 
Until that time I had never known I was that lonely. 
In fact, I had never felt lonely or not lonely. 

But at that time, just a few days after my divorce, 
When all of a sudden I fell desperately, fatally in love with that devilish woman, 
I knew for the very first time in my life 
That I was actually eternally, absolutely lonely. 
Every second that I was not with her, 
I felt totally empty, craving her presence. 
I kept weeping, sobbing, and crying 
In my excruciating longing for a sight of her heavenly smiles. 

Then, one year after I first met her, 
Rumor reached me that she had got married to another man. 
I wanted to hear her giggles again, 
which had always thrilled me. 
But she never wanted to see or talk to me any more. 

Yes, it was when I met her for the first time 
That I knew I was eternally, absolutely lonely. 
Ever since that time, for the past 15 years, 
I have always been absolutely lonely, 
Feeling as though I were totally alone 
Without any human, animal, or even vegetable companion 
In this vast, pitch-dark, indifferent universe, 
Without any hope of my desperate voice 
Reaching anyone's ear.